Wednesday, July 14, 2010

love yourself stop torturing yourself

i know that you face lots of problems where most teenagers will not face.
but can you stop torturing yourself??
can u stop eating out of control?
den drink a lot..
den make urself bloated..
den vomit>??

by torturing yourself,
you are just making yourself feel even worse,
you are making even more problems..

REMEMBER,
IF YOU WANA PUSH YOURSELF IN THE WELL AND MADE URSELF DROWN IN IT,
NO ONE CAN SAVE YOU!its your choice..

no matter how,you gotta try to solve the problem..
no matter what happen you still gotta carry on in life..
you are the one choose whether to lead a better life or made yourself even worse..
love yourself
dont forget your goals in life..
MADE YOURSELF PROUD-academics,family commitment,life enjoyment
MADE AUNT PROUD AND LESS WORRIES
for urself,
family,

time wait for no one..
i believe that as long as you make use of your time
many things can be solved..
your difficulties in understandin certain subject,
your commitment towards family,
made yourself a successful person..

i know that there are many things you cannot control in lifes,
just do wateva is possible..
YOU NEVER TRY IT YOU WILL NEVER KNOW!!



Sunday, July 11, 2010

DO SOMETHING WHICH WOULD REALLY MADE HER PROUD!!!

Since you are young,

She cares about you.



She asked you to study hard
so that you could enter university and get a better job
so that you will never be like her.
She care about your safety..
Whenever you are sick she will rush you to the hospital.
No matter how childish you are,she pampered you
though she will beat you up for disobedience sometimes.
Whenever you are afraid and cried and showed terrible ethics,
as you did not want to go back grandma's house,
she would calm you down and bring you to the McD or KFC,,
She was really really patient towards you..



She is the one who spur your loves towards Mathematics indirectly.
Though she is not knowledgeable,she teach you lots of facts of lifes,
She is the one who work so hard in coffeshop so that she could sustain
the family.



When you are in secondary school,

She asked you to be a good student...
Then,due to your inhealthy lifestyle,
you caused your stomach to be bloated.
So,it become worse n worse from day to day..
She was so worried and from that day on,
she kept cook for you according to your needs.
always wait for you to eat the meal she cooked.
when you rejected,she felt disappointed.
SO YOU didnt go out with frens much as you did not want to spend too much money.
When she was SICK,you feel so bad,so sad,directionless.
you really cared about her.
she was very important in your life which you could not imagine..
Til now,she still blaming herself for causing your stomach to be bloated.
and always helped you to rub your stomach...though she was so tired working..
She is the one who drove you to skul or uni...whatever time you want..



Everytime she is worried,
how could you continue studies with such condition,
have you eat well,
where have you been til such late hours,
how to sustain your education fees,
how about your other sibllings,
your academic performance,
your attitude which is still so clumsy and lazy,
your parents who dont bother much about 3 of you,
when you run awy from hm,
she felt so sad n so so worried..

SHE ALWAYS THERE WHEN YOU NEED HELP..



She is more than your mother,
So you start relying on her,
didnt help much later on,
by taking studies as excuse,
scolded her for being not punctual,
felt guilty but didnt do much actions for her,
sometimes argue with her as she did not let you out.
YOU TAKE IT FOR GRANTED!!



Did you ever put yourself in her shoes,...

she had done so much for you showing her unconditional love towards you
what have you done for her??

did you help her out?
did you try to lessen some of her burden??
cooking,look after the shop..
did you helped her without giving excuses first?
did you think about her reaction,sadness when you gona do sth hurtin your stomach??


whenever you wanted to give up (bsides thinking abt urself)or thinking something abt relationship,

JUST THINK,WHO WAS THE MOST IMPORTANT IN YOUR LIFE,
WHAT YOU REALLY DO BEFORE IT WAS TOO LATE FOR YOU TO DO SO..

so you gotta sacrifice some of your fun time,
leisure which other teenager have abundance..

The sacrifices do worth it..
as you do it for someone your really really cherish and love and
feel grateful to..
Compare to her sacrifices of working 365 days,
what you sacfrifice is really a nothing..
you need not find a pushing force,
it is already there =)

DO SOMETHING WHICH WOULD REALLY MADE HER PROUD
AFTER SO LONG..